If there is a single person out there...

                               ...who thinks it's even slightly improbable to give someone everything you have, and then make them your everything just in general, they would be surprised if they knew even half of what I feel for you. I have never trusted someone this much in my entire lifetime, even when I wasn't afraid of getting close to people (then again, the last time I wasn't afraid was in sixth grade, so that might be partly why). You would think that scares me, but it doesn't anymore (mostly). I feel like I don't have to be afraid anymore with you. You're absolutely perfect for me. Some of the things you say make my heart go noticeably faster (and half the time, you don't even know how much what you say affects me). And on that one day where I met you, if you even got a little bit close to me (and I couldn't let go of you, so that was pretty often), I couldn't breathe. Well, I tried to. It's like it was a reaction where every time we were too close, breathing wasn't so involuntary anymore. I only got to see you for two hours, but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I would take reliving that over anything else in my life. I can't remember the last time I was that happy, if I ever was. but there still have been so many times that I've spent on the phone with you where you've made me almost as happy, but nothing can ever match it (until, maybe, the next time I see you, of course). I swear, one day, I will run out of things to say about you. But, maybe, I won't, because there's just so much to say, I don't think I'll ever stop talking about you. This post is getting really long, though. So, basically, I love you with all of my heart and I don't plan on ever changing that, and I don't think it will change, even if someday I want it to. Happy 5 months, lovey. I love you.