About Us

James and I met on a wonderful little application called AIM in April of 2009, when I was fifteen and he was seventeen. We talked for a mere five days before making it official, falling for each other faster than imaginable. We have been in a long distance relationship since the day we started dating, living approximately three hours away from each other, seeing each other about once every two months, sometimes more and sometimes less. The numbers 12 21 represent us because they are our favorite numbers put together.


So, I spent the weekend at my love's house.

I can't pick things out as easily this time. All the other times, I was able to pick out certain times that were perfect and certain times that were disastrous, etc. It's harder this time. I guess because this is the first time it really felt real. From the moment I met him at the train station until the moment I left, it felt right. Not that it's felt wrong in the past, but I used to get pretty nervous and feel so surreal. This time, I felt home. I had this feeling like this was where I belonged. My house isn't my home, it seems. With him is where I should live. It's where I feel the safest, and where I feel like I don't have to hide away anything or keep anything inside. I guess this is the first time I've had that comfort, and I love it.

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